Are you happy?

[theloveilost]

Feeling a bit down lately, fed-up. No reason why. I have perfect DH, perfect job, no money worries. I told a friend how I was feeling and she asked what different would make me happy and there was nothing I could think of.
This got me thinking...how many of us are actually happy with our lives!

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Overall I would say yes, obviously not everything is perfect, and I have pissed off days like everyone else, but I feel incredibly lucky for the adult life I have versus the child hood I had.

I'm happy with myself, fundamentally I like who I am and that counts for a lot I think.

In reality my life is a catastrophic shit-show at the moment and I should probably be a puddle on the floor, but I like how I'm handling it. I don't always get it right but I'm trying, and I think I will be pleased enough to look back on the decisions I've made - however that pans out.

So yes, I think I'm happy. Perhaps not with life right now (I wouldn't have chosen this, if that were even possible) but I am happy with myself.