My closest friend and I haven't spoken properly for over two months now. It's not that we had a fight or anything, she's just been dealing with some stuff and hasn't been up to talking much. She did hurt me a bit in the process though (I'm not angry with her). I finally heard from her this week, an apology, but I haven't heard anything since my reply.
I have a big decision to make at the minute and it's causing me some stress. I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I'd love to talk to my friend about it but I don't think I can. Even if I could, I don't think she'd be up to giving me advice. But I still would just really love her to listen. It wouldn't really be fair to ask her to do that though when we haven't spoken for two months and I hardly even know what she's going through. I just need her.