My 19 mo has never left mine or my DH side and on Thursday we are leaving her with a cm for the first time.
She's quite a clingy toddler and I just feel so worried about her feeling scared/ teerified/traumatised/upset and not being there to comfort her.
My heart is beating so fast just typing this.
It's only for 2 hours and I have already been there with her 3 times for a little play so that she can get used to it.
I'm dreading saying goodbye to her.
We do need the extra money that DH will make on Thursdays but I feel so sad that she will probably take ages to settle because it's only one day a week.
She also can't nap without boob, car journey or being carried around so maybe the childminder will tell her off or see her as a pain.
