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I'm gonna fall apart i just know it

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nutcracker · 07/04/2005 11:34

Have been trying so hard not to post under here but feel like i'm gonna fall apart.

Not even sure why, well no thats not true am fed up, lonely and fed up. My kids have been quite good these hols but am ready for them to go back now, i just want a break teeny tiny one thats all.

Am trying to lose weight and failing miserably, it's just not working, the more i do and less i eat the fatter i get.

Have got a headache (my own fault too much vodka) and could just cry for nothing really. Even a few threads on here have made me wanna cry and there was nothing wrong with them.

Don't like me anymore, wanna swap.

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nutcracker · 07/04/2005 11:49

Yeah it is but i usually cope ok with it, you know just get on with things, but it is getting on top of me now i think.

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northerner · 07/04/2005 11:48

Sorry

Think that may be part of the problem then?

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nutcracker · 07/04/2005 11:46

Northener - that did make me laugh. Think a weekend away with dp might be worse than staying here with the kids.

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nutcracker · 07/04/2005 11:43

Sorry that sounded OTT wasn't meant to.

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nutcracker · 07/04/2005 11:43

No i know the vodka is bad for my diet, but felt like getting peed. Not good i know.

Had told the kids they could go outside but now it's raining. Eldest 2 have gone upstairs to play dressing up and ds is playing with the vacuum.

Part of me will feel a bit better once they are back at school i think.

Just feel like i'm on a slippery slope to destruction and can't get off.

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Podmog · 07/04/2005 11:43

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northerner · 07/04/2005 11:41

Hi Nutty. Sorry you feel like this hun.

How are things in your relationship? Can you get away for a weekend with your dp?

Lonelymum · 07/04/2005 11:39

So sorry you feel this way. Could it be the strain of the holidays (even if your children, unlike mine, are being good). I know I feel like running screaming from the house right now. Anyway, when they go back to school, you will have a change of routine which might make you feel better.

Can't help with the weight loss thing, though (don't bite my head off) I wouldn't have thought vodka was good for the diet!

TracyK · 07/04/2005 11:37

whats your weather like - its nice (but windy) here - can you go for a nice walk?
or go buy a nice gossipy mag and have a milky coffee??

BubblesDeVere · 07/04/2005 11:37

Awwwww babes, believe me, i know exactly how you are feeling, what you have just posted is a mirror image of how i'm feeling (except my headache is two bottle or red wine).

Haven't got any suggestions but just wanted you to know you are not on your own.