A really close one. Weird but as someone with a fucked up family dynamic (and no contact) I don’t know how to act and feel very uncomfortable around big happy families. It all seems very fake, even when I know it’s not, and like some elaborate act.
I’d genuinely rather marry into a criminal family than the sort that have a group chat, go on family holidays, call eachother every day etc. I realise this is a me problem but it’s true.