@purpleunicorns I wish there was something more practical I could do but as there isn't I'll send lots of positive thoughts and swear a lot in your behalf 
@Wombat22 that's great you're all clear. I have BC but mets in my lungs which apparently isn't curable but treatable. I'm presuming that's different to yours.
Oncologist apt was an hour long due to my stupid questions but she's very patient & lovely bless her.
Today was a bit of a mixed bag to be fair.
CT hasn’t shown anything ‘new’ but mets on the lung have grown.
My cancer hasn’t reacted ‘typically’ to the treatment so we need to keep looking for a solution apparently.
They’re desperate to get the lump in my breast under control hence the op ASAP otherwise they’ll loose control of that.
I’ll probably go onto oral chemo called Capecitabine as soon as am well enough which (if it works) will be a life long thing but easier than other forms.
She’s holding back several other forms of chemo and radiotherapy in the hope that the oral one will work.
But seeing as this and the one I’ve just been on are the ones that triple negative cancers are most sensitive to she’s realised nothing with me is going to be easy.....
I’ll be scanned from now on every 3months but at least CT scan and not MRI
She told me that planning to be here next Christmas wasn’t ‘unreasonable’ 🙄
DH has told me I took that part out of context 
