I have been getting bullied at work for almost 10 months, Some outright cases of being screamed and shouted at, But mostly very subtle things, Being totally ignored, Whenever I speak to my manager recieving one word responses or just a look and then being ignored. Being left out of important communications that are relevant to my job, Being belittled, Being denied training and development opportunities.
They constantly speak about other people that work for the company in degrading ways also, It's been 'dealt' with on previous occasions but this was to say that it was all my interpretation of events and that was it. So not really dealt with at all.
I'd had enough of the toxic environment and I reported everything. This has now resulted in an investigation.
However after looking for a new job and getting one! I feel very conflicted.
I am waiting on an official offer, The meeting re the investigation is this week.
I originally wanted it all to be informal but this decision was taken out of my hands, I want to just cut my losses and go, I appreciate that management are now trying to fix the issues but I feel it's too late, The toxicity and the bullying has left me with absolutely no confidence and my mental health has never been this bad. I haven't slept properly since I found out about the meeting, I feel sick constantly.
I feel like I'm giving up leaving, and the old me would have fought until I won because I am in the right and the way I have been treated is wrong. I will have to do the meeting, and I also feel it's important as it will hopefully make it better for the next person in the job!
Do I go? Or do I stay and see if things will get better from now on? 