I'm knitting blanket squares.
I learned to knit as a teenager but I was rubbish, though my mum was brilliant.
When the call went out to make you a blanket, I thought I would give it another go, decades after I first learned. I wanted to be part of supporting you through your bereavement. I was very eager and I trawled through my craft supplies (left over from having monthly craft kits during the pandemic) and found some acrylic wool. I actually used bamboo skewers to knit with while I was waiting for merino wool and needles to arrive.
I knitted you four squares and learned a lot from doing that. My mum gave me some tips she learned from my great-grandmother and it turns out I’m quite fast, and knitting really helps me feel soothed. I might have ADHD, and this keeps my mind and hands busy.
I think android suggested making a Little Hug for premature babies, which is another project run by Woolly Hugs, and the squares can be in acrylic wool, so I just kept going. I have made one Little Hug of 9 squares, and I have since knitted another 25 or so squares in different knit and purl patterns. My stepdaughter was born at 25 weeks over 30 years ago, and my DH said little things that show others cared about her when her life was in the balance really helped. It feels like I’m doing something useful and that others will really value. Though I have made some black squares, so I do hope there are some goth parents who might appreciate a bit of black in their blanket.
I have now found a new project called an Anthology Blanket which has patterns for 30 different stitched squares and instructions on making them into blankets. And in two weeks’ time I’m going to be sat on a sofa for at least two months with my leg in a cast following surgery. Knitting might be the only productive thing I can do (and still get to watch telly).
I am running out of wool and 14 balls will arrive on Friday or Saturday, so I decided in the meantime to try and use up the remnants of the different colours I’ve already used, and learn a new skill. I thought changing colours would be really easy, but it’s really not!
I know Bear’s loss is a tragedy, and I cannot imagine how hard it is for you and Dr Swash, but a lot of good has come from it, and hopefully some tiny babies will also benefit from the Bluestocking magic.