At 14 she hid a pregnancy because she knew there'd be no support for her, just blame and rage from a dad who already told her she was no daughter of his.
She had every reason to think she'd be kicked out.
Family in crisis.
Why would she have sought help with any other weirdness she may have experienced? How would she know what was normal and what wasnt?
I mean I'm not convinced she did have psychosis, but it's certainly not possible to assume she didn't.
And we know she was traumatised by what she went through.
I found pregnancy with my first traumatic, despite it being a planned and longer for pregnancy.
I found the birth of my second traumatic, with assistance, without unusual or specific reasons.
At 15, I'd have found the way my body was getting on with stuff without my control really distressing.
I had antenatal depression with both pregnancies, which wasn't diagnosed at the time.
At the age of 30, I could have terminated my second longed for pregnancy because I felt so low I wasn't sure how I could endure it.
I'm appalled at that baby's fate. I'm equally appalled at the lack of empathy shown to a 15yr old who'd experienced real trauma with no support.
Abusive father, terminally ill father, absent mother, pregnancy hormones, birth, none of which she was prepared for or had any support with.
I'm amazed at people downplaying the impact of hormones in pregnancy and birth.
Animals who are distressed during birthing eat or abandon their young.
None of the above means that I don't care about the baby. I feel that we as a wider society are culpable for failing the 14yr old that got pregnant and had no one to notice or tell.