I’m on my last MJ pen. It’s a ten and I’m taking 5.5 injections to make it last because I can’t afford anymore. I managed to lose about 3.5stone over a year. My weight has stalled and while it isn’t really going up it’s not going down anymore either. I still need to lose 2stone to get to healthy weight but if I could stay here I’d be happy. More than that though is how much better I feel without chronic inflammation. It’s been revelatory. My range of movement has been amazing, my joints and tendons much less painful (I have a connective tissue disorder that affects my joints, tendons and muscles). I’m dreading stopping because the benefits of MJ hugely outweigh the minimal side effects I’ve experienced.
I am convinced now more than ever that it’s the obsessive thinking about food and inability to recognise satiety that is the problem (driven by long term use of a medication that increases hunger hormones and weight gain) and I’m terrified of that returning because I know it’s not something I have any control over. I’ve had psychological input and they believe it is hormonal rather than psychological given how well the medication worked switching the thoughts off. I can live with being fat I’ve done that for a long time but I cannot live with the food noise (as it seems to be referred) and the inability to feel full. I love feeling free range of movement without pan and stiffness and I love that I no longer have water retention in my legs, I can’t live returning to the pain and immobility. It’s been miraculous but I’m not rich and can’t justify the cost anymore despite feeling like it’s given me some semblance of a life back.
I know some have changed to wegovy but does that help with inflammation in the same way? Are the side effects (like nausea and diarrhoea) not worse?
Wwyd if you can’t afford it anymore but it’s made such an impact on your life?