First up before anyone points it out, I know there's threads for coming off mj but my posts just get lost in them and I wanted to keep a diary of sorts for myself.
So I was on mounjaro from February and got through 3 pens, the third being used to wean down (might have gone over the 30 days...).
At the start I was a BMI of 30, I have ALWAYS struggled with what's not called 'food noise'. I have insane sugar cravings and am never full despite how much I eat. I can eat massive meals, thousands of calories a day and still want a chocolate bar. I pre eat when I go for meals with friends and I can out eat everyone easily.
I also keep myself very active but being only just over 5 foot, a BMI of 30 looked horrendous on me. Ive lost weight through extreme diets, but always struggling with maintenance.
Mj was life changing, I still ate the same things but I felt satieted, could leave the biscuits, looked forward to meals but not obsessively, enjoyed food and actually made progress in the gym.
I also felt quite bad anxiety and knew I didn't want to be on the medication forever. I didn't chase full suppression, for me not waking up at 2am with a rumbling tummy was good enough.
The weight came off pretty quickly and I started to wean off the injection. I got to 9stone which I felt good at.
It's now 2 months since my last jag, im still 9 stone but definitely feel overall more bloated, the food noise is as loud as it was and im starving all the time. Trying to stick to 1600 cals but go over often and there have been some epic binges.
Ive upped the exercise, I just wish food, especially the bad stuff didn't control me so much. As I write this im justifying in my head how its OK to go buy and eat 4 cookie bars as there's a 4 for £10 deal on...
So with the recent news of the price increase i found myself at the order now button on medexpress. I can still order despite my normal BMI. I decided against it in the end as I really want to do this for myself. So here we are, a diary for me to try gain control back. Ive in no way ruled out going back on mj, I loved being on it despite the anxiety.
Today's plan is to start this and look up anti inflammatory diets, the jab obviously helped with that too.