I'm really sorry about the bereavement, I'm here if you want to talk about it over PMs. I lost someone close to me too and it's so awful.
I think from feedback I've seen, something like juniper isn't worth the extra cost, apparently a lot of the time you're talking to bots.
When you look on social media the algorithm shows you extremes, so extreme weight loss and extreme symptoms. I've been losing 1-2 lb a week and I only had symptoms on week two and they were no worse than when I was pregnant. I feel normal on mounjaro whereas before I had horrible insulin resistance. A jacket potato at lunch would give me such a crash all afternoon and I'd wake up with a headache next day.
Just remember that mounjaro isn't a crash diet, you still need to eat. It's ok to be hungry and to eat when you're hungry because thin people get hungry and eat. That's how it should be. Personally I don't track calories because I don't overeat now. I just eat when I'm hungry and stop when I'm full. I don't think about food the rest of the day, and it doesn't feel like a diet to me.
In terms of providers, the cheapest I've found is simple online pharmacy. They price match everyone else so you can find the cheapest price on monj with generic discount codes and they'll match it. They processed my order within 2 hours both times and I had it via DPD next day.
The best quality provider I've found is Livewell pharmacy. You can call them and a pharmacist answers the phone, they were really lovely during my videocall and made sure I knew what I was doing. They also processed my order same day and I had it next day.
I've gained all the weight back after a diet in the past so I know I need mounjaro long term for my PCOS/insulin resistance. Livewell pharmacy and a few other pharmacies support you long term which is why I like them.
Remember as well that local pharmacies sell mounjaro now. A few people just go to their local independent pharmacy. I nearly went down that road, lots of the pharmacy staff were on mounjaro too and it would've been a better service in person. My local one said it's £150 for 10mg but you get regular check ins, no awkward photos or videos because they see you in person.