I'm feeling really low.
I won't go in to all of the ins and outs of the last five weeks but I have had five weeks of constant vertigo or dizziness. I'm so sick of feeling ill and fatigued and struggling to get a doctor to take me seriously. I don't know if it's the MJ or coincidence, but when I finally got a GP appointment he wouldn't discuss it anyway as it's a private prescription. And the pharmacy hasn't replied to my email.
Also my period has started this morning, about 4 days late, and I'm hitting the biscuits and caffeine again for the first time in about 6 weeks. This could be the reason for my weepiness and self-pity today.
After two years of overhauling my diet and IF and getting nowhere, MJ was really giving me some hope. I could even hit my goal by Christmas. Unbelievable
I'm not sure whether to:
A) push through and get the weight off for the sake of a miserable few months OR
b) leave pen #2 in the fridge, take a good few months off and start again if the pharmacy will support a break (I'm now below BMI 30 after losing 11lb with my first pen).
Please be kind, I'm really not feeling robust today :(