Hi all
I started MJ late September, and lost enough to get my BMI down to 23 by the start of January. I never increased my dose from 2.5mg, and stuck with the 7 day dosing schedule, had no side effects and weight loss was was consistent throughout. I was really lucky.
Due to my lifelong history of obesity, I decided not to come off it. By the time I hit target, I had little appetite suppression, but great food habits and no food noise. So I stayed on 2.5mg and increased my calories by 250 a week until I found my maintenance intake - lost a little more weight in the process but I felt like I was in complete control.
BUT THEN...the food noise started creeping back. I upped my dose a tiny bit, to 3mg, then to 3.5mg and 3.75mg but it just seemed to get stronger, and although I haven't gained significant weight (still bobbing around in the 5lb window I set for myself to maintain), it now feels really bloody difficult, and I'm constantly having to fend off sugar cravings and general greedy thoughts!
I know I'm still on a low dose, and that technically anything under 5mg isn't considered therapeutic, but I am so fed up with paying money for what feels like miserable denial, instead of the total freedom from the cake demons I had before.
So now I'm torn. Do I up my dose (feels like 5mg isn't going to even touch the sides right now tbh)? I keep reading that other people bring their levels down to maintain, so I feel like I shouldn't be going up - and what if this keeps happening, and it keeps wearing off and I have to keep going up?
Alternatively, I have read some accounts of people stopping for a few weeks then restarting and they get a sort of reset and it starts working again. I'm tempted to try this as I'm getting basically nothing from it right now, so it's not as scary to come off it for the short term...
If anyone has any experience of this I'd love to hear it. I.e. the drug becoming less effective AFTER reaching a healthy weight. Or if anyone has stopped and restarted - did it work better afterwards?
Sorry for the long post - just thought I'd try and pre-empt any questions about the "journey" so far.