Before MJ, I hadn’t even heard of the phrase ‘food noise’.
My friend started MJ a week before me and I just couldn’t get my head around what she meant.
I usually am always thinking about food and planning what I can, can’t, should, shouldn’t eat. Planning my last blow out before starting tomorrow…. Every day!
Using food to soothe myself.
I’ve been on MJ since late November and have dropped my dosage due to side effects. 1.25mgs was a little better but still had d&v for a few hours.
I’m going to drop to 0.5mgs for my next dose.
Even on the lower dose, I’ve had good appetite suppression and no food noise.
For the first time in as long as I can remember, I don’t feel stressed about Christmas food. I’ve bought myself a box of the Lindt chocolate wafers which are my absolute favourite. Normally they would be calling me from the kitchen and I wouldn’t stop thinking about them and would probably eat them before Christmas.
I just feel very indifferent towards them now….. it’s the strangest feeling.
And I finally feel like I’ve got space to get healthy habits going without being at war with myself all the time.
Who else feels like this?
It’s just so liberating!