I've struggled with my weight for about 15 years (I'm 35). I used to have issues with binge eating and my weight skyrocketed.
Highest BMI was 37, I managed to get down to 29 with keto over about 4 years, then down 27 due to taste issues following covid in 2021. However by 2022 I was back up to a BMI of 30 despite continually thinking about food and trying and planning and dropping calories really quite low. I no longer binge though I do eat emotionally nowadays it'd be a chocolate bar rather than a binge. I joined the gym at the end of 2022 and started weight lifting 4 times a week, tracking my macros and lifted calories to 1600. Also aiming for 8000 - 10,000 steps per day. I kept the gym routine for about a year and continued to slowly gain fat somehow. I then have tried intuitive eating and still some gym time, which has had some positive effects in terms of being more aware of hunger and fullness. But when doing this I also stopped weighing myself which was a mistake. I have gained 30lbs over 6-8 months and am now only 1.5 stone off my highest ever weight with a BMI of 34.
I just don't know what to do. This has dominated my life. I am intelligent, capable, good at my job - basically I have my life in order except my fucking weight and it makes me miserable. But I'm scared of using a drug. Mounjaro especially is meant to be better but also is less studied long term as it's not semaglutide. Everyone says the weight will go back on when you stop and I'm scared to become a lifelong patient. Equally it clearly comes back anyway! It would also be a bit of an affordability struggle.
I have read so much about nutrition and the body and have a good understanding of things. I don't drink, almost all food is cooked from scratch and yet here I am still overweight and gaining.
My idea is to try to use the minimum and combine with good protein levels and good food and weight lifting so it's more of a tool then the whole reason for the loss? But I have no idea if that's naive or what. Just don't know what to do. Has anyone regretted it? Or is it generally only positive?