I have done a medically supervised vlcd before that was shake-based and yeah, I gained back all the weight and more so I'm very aware of that as I do Mounjaro.
What makes me more hopeful is that MJ still involves real food, cooking, meal planning, recipe hunting etc and I have really enjoyed fresh, nutritious meals while taking it - so there are habits, lessons and recipes I can take forwards. It's not like doing weird shakes for three months and then having to figure out what to eat irl, or doing low carb or any other elimination diet and then relapsing and going back to eating that 'forbidden food'. I'm eating normal, varied food on MJ that I can carry on eating.
I think I'll be on MJ for a year to lose the weight I need to lose and that's a long time and I am wondering if that will help in terms of hormones and body adjustment - I'm not sure I've ever maintained a diet or weight loss programme for that long before. If I go a year without bingeing, will I break the habit? Maybe?
I'm listening to podcasts and reading books about intuitive eating, binge cycles and the havoc that a lifetime of dieting wreaks on the body and I'm looking up therapists who specialise in overeating and binge eating with a view to spending the injection money on a course of therapy when I come off the drug. (I've tried therapy before, but I wasn't ready to respond or maybe I didn't find the right therapist so let's go again!)
And I'm also using this time to introduce proper exercise - MJ gives me some mental space and energy to do it, so again I'm hopeful this builds good habits for life post-drug.
However, something inside me - perhaps just the voice of someone who has been dieting for three quarters of my life, since I was a preteen and has spent nearly all that time overweight or obese whatever I did - tells me it can't last. But that isn't enough reason not to try.