All things being well I'm going to be starting Mounjaro on Sunday or Monday night.
I'm excited, because I've always struggled with my weight. But I'm also a little bit scared. I'm currently 5 four 4 or 5 (depends who measures me) and 20 stone 9 lbs (weighed this morning with my clothes on, I will do a proper weigh in the day I start and take that as my starting weight).
To be a healthy weight I need to be 10 stone 5 lbs. That's essentially half my weight now.
I just can't see how that will happen. I know people have miracles on this drug and they lose a lot of weight, I'm hopeful that it'll be the helping hand to get me back into a deficit and losing weight. But the thought of literally being half the person I am now is scary.
Even if I lose the 20% body weight they say to aim for, I will still be in the obese category. I have to lose 8 stone to go from obese to overweight.
I know, realistically, it is possible. But it's scary. That's my main thought, and the thought of actually doing it seems very overwhelming.
My goals are far less grand than this. I'd like to be 2 to 3 stone down by Christmas. And then maybe 6 stone down by my birthday next May. I think I'd be comfortable at that weight but it's hard to know because I've been obese my entire life. There hasn't been a day in my life where food hasn't consumed my every waking thought and I'd quite like to leave that behind.
Just needed to vent to be honest because it feels like such a life changing thing to do