Hi everyone ! I know lockdown hasn't been easy in any of us but I have gained a good stone ! I don't know how really because I still have been working 😅 maybe I'm using lockdown as an excuse ha ha . I'm not a lot over weigh I am really happy being a stone under . I am 33 and but I am finding it really hard to get the motivation to do anything about it .
All I wear now are work cloths and pjs and now the weather is starting to warm up and also lockdown will hopefully be lifted soon I don't want to feel really self conscious in summer clothes .
My down fall is chocolate! I can just eat it all day . Also my job is pretty hectic . 4.30 am start and late afternoon finish so I am constantly picking quick and unhealthy food . Then getting home to have food with my fiancé and daughter . Half the time I'm not even hungry 😂
I'm just wondering if anyone else on here is starting to eat more healthy today and maybe wants to join me ? Give each other motivation and tips ? I am way to tired to do any exercise when I get home from work but count work as exercise because with our going in to too much detail I'm on the go all day long . No break .
It's not even 7 and already I'm thinking of a McDonald's breakfast . God give me strength. Also a few weeks back we got in the car to go shopping and when I sat down I burst the button on my coat ! Me being emotional started bawling saying I can't cope being this fat anymore my partner started laughing and said well you have gained some weight ! Cheeky sod . He has too . Around a stone but he is tiny apart from his gut . The thing is even if he was far I would still love and fancy him but in my head I don't think he feels the same way .
Also when we have sex I can feel I have gained because of my stomach. It makes me feel really insecure and unsexy. I am not going to cut back straight away but gradually or I will fail . So today I am going to cut back on chocolate. Then tomorrow something else .
Hope to hear from someone soon ❤️