@SunnyUpNorth he is so cute!
I get frustrated soooo easily! Tonight was a good night: I used earplugs for a while to sleep ´cause every little sound the pup made downstairs woke me up. Tonight was the first night I decided to try to sleep without them and it was a success. And we slept seven hours straight which was my goal.
I woke up myself, not because the pup was whining. Went downstairs, took him outside, he peed, took him back inside, put him in his playpen in hopes to sleep just a liiiitttle bit longer. Say a half an hour. Nope. He started to whine and went on 20 minutes straight. Then was silent for 5 and I gave up and took him outside again and started the day. Maybe he would´ve gone back to sleep when he stopped whining but I didn´t want to risk it.
Why did he do this? :/ He was last outside at 1 am and then again at 8 am. Usually he goes around 00 to 00.30 am and then again at 6.30 or 6.50 am. So he had to wait a little longer today. But he was fine with it, he was still sleeping when I went downstairs this morning.
We started with the sleeping in the crate/playpen on Monday and it´s been the same routine every morning: when I take him outside for the first time, I always put him back in the playpen for another hour or so because I´d like him to understand that we don´t wake up so early. Or that we decide when we wake up.
And it was fine, he didn´t make a sound for five days. Went back to sleep as well as far as I know.
What was different today? Was it because it wasn´t dark outside anymore at this time? It has been when I took him out before seven. I know it´s not such a big deal and he´s actually such a good boy, but it still stresses me out and I just can´t help it! I know I should be happy instead `cause he hasn´t had any accident since we crated him but I always have the feeling that this won´t last, that it´s only temporary.
I´m raising twins, I should know better, this too shall pass and everything. But I just can´t help myself! Wish I could wake up tomorrow to a grown up dog 
Sorry for such a long venting post!