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My heart is breaking

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spiderlight · 19/12/2014 12:05

Our beautiful, beautiful springer has cancer - aggressive growths affecting the soft tissue and bone in both her shoulders. She's nearly 13 but she's always been so active - six weeks ago she was chasing squirrels in the park like a pup. She developed stiffness and a limp and the vet said it was arthritis, tried her on various anti-inflammatories and they all worked for a few days and then stopped. She got much worse this week and they took her in for x-rays yesterday because she's had autoimmune problems in the past and they thought it might be IMPA, but they found a soft tissue mass that's eating into the bone on one shoulder and a mass on the tip of her shoulder blade on the other side. Both are too high to be operable and we wouldn't put her through major surgery anyway. She's at home with Tramadol while they send the scans and biopsies to a specialist for a second opinion, but it's obvious what it is really. She's barely eating, sleeping most of the time and very very sore when she moves - we're having to carry her outside to go to the loo. If the tramadol doesn't get on top of the pain over the weekend we will be saying goodbye on Monday. She's the most amazing character and we all love her so, so much - don't know what we're going to do without her. Our other dog is going to be bereft, and our little boy has never known life without her.

These pics were only taken at the end of October....

My heart is breaking
My heart is breaking
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Wolfiefan · 28/12/2014 21:16

Love that picture. What zest for life!
I'm so sorry you lost your beloved Megan. You did the kindest thing.
xxxx

spiderlight · 31/12/2014 14:01

So sorry, TooMany. Far too many losses at the moment :(

MsAdorabelle It's a horrible thing to have to do. even when you know it's got to happen, the signing or ticking the box on the insurance form is a real kick in the guts.

We've just come back from visitng family - first time ever without her. Lots of tears. I was given several beautiful Springer themed presents by people saying 'I bought this before...' and 'I hope this doesn't upset you' - which they didn't, strangely, but it's so hard not having a pair of silky ears to play with. I seem to be in a strange numb phase where I can't cry.

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diddl · 31/12/2014 19:37

Oh how awful this is to read.

what you must be going through I can only vaguely imagine.

We have a dog & when I think about this I almost wish we hadn't.

But I know that when the time comes, knowing how much richer our lives will have been for having a dog will hopefully make the pain worthwhile.

spiderlight · 01/01/2015 22:54

We have to go and collect her ashes tomorrow :( :(

I'm thinking of having one of these made. It will hopefully be a way to not have to let her go completely.

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MsAdorabelleDearheartVonLipwig · 01/01/2015 23:28

Wow. It's certainly different! It's beautiful.

We've got our boys ashes in a drawer beside our bed. He liked to sneak upstairs and sleep in our bedroom. Now he's always there and he's beside us when we sleep. Which is ironic actually as I usually had to tell him to go back downstairs because his constant jiffling about and snoring kept me awake. Grin

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