be wrongly prescribed antidepressants by the nhs (which incidentally is misdiagnosis and misprescribing that noone seems to care about)
I’ve been complaining about my inability to focus for years and all I received was a prescription for antidepressants and lurasidone, an antipsychotic that supposedly helps cognition. All it did was affect my balance and cause akathisia. I’ve been prescribed pretty much every antipsychotic there is, even newer, experimental antipsychotics. I’ve been prescribed stuff that’s made me drool, things that have caused an inability to lift my feet leading me to shuffle instead of walk, stuff that’s given me a tremor and made my eyes move involuntarily. I’ve even been prescribed electro-convulsive therapy. And yet I’ve never actually been psychotic.
No psychiatrist has thought twice about prescribing me these things, about turning me into a human Guinea pig in an attempt to lift my ‘treatment-resistant depression’. But when it comes to a medication for ADHD it’s ‘oh no, we can’t prescribe you that, you will need to see a specialist’.
Fair enough, but my god the irony and hypocrisy of it all.
It’s never occurred to them that my depression is caused, or at the very least exacerbated, by my inability to hold down a job or complete a degree due to my total lack of focus and executive functioning. It’s made me feel totally worthless as a person, despite feeling I have so much to give, but they don’t care.
I’m really concerned the ADHD assessors are going to take one look at my MH history and dismiss me on the spot, that they’ll tell me all of my issues stem from an intrinsic mental illness. I just hope they can see past it.