Well it's all been a bit shit, and I feel like a drama queen making my exit and returning on stage. But this time yesterday seriously, my whole world turned upside down. DH had for some reason, read a few comments on our thread, specifically the "I will have a single room for my break out of QS". And from that he continued... And then for four days or so continued to read.
He got worked up so much that yesterday he confronted me thinking I was going to Bailbrook for an Orgy!!!! I wanted to scream, why are you reading something that is private to me, but I realised how serious he was and there was a serious threat to our marriage. He broke down in tears (we both did) and really from there without going into details, which you don't want to hear, we sorted it out. I told him I wouldn't post anymore to show to him that he meant more to me. Then I saw all your messages rhubarb and pixie (actually all of you) that told Mr RichTea that we are bunch of like minded cockwombles having a laugh and its all harmless. More tears and discussions and said he wanted me to continue.... Because he hated seeing me so sad! I do beleive this could be a whole new genre of FF!
I suppose I can take from this how much we really love each other, but also how much I value my privacy too. My mum used to write diaries, on and off since she married my dad and all through her fight with cancer. When she died my dad burnt them. I was devastated, but now I can see that it was probably the correct thing to do.
Anyway, that's my drama!!! Now hopefully all Sofisticated Silliness can resume, I can catch up on FF!
Thank you all for being you and sorry for being a drama queen.x