From (estranged) DD.
I have text to say thank you and that they are lovely.
She says she really misses me.
I don't know what to say. I love her and I miss her but at the same time it has brought back all the anguish. I know she is reaching out to me but I am really struggling to put it all behind us- I don't know when I will be able to.
I feel sad, and angry with her, and angry with myself, and guilty for feeling like this.