I’m in the boat for buy it (if you can afford it, obviously), as well.
I find when you get those items that you yearn over nothing ever comes close and you’re always wishing you had x instead of y.
It’s a classic, timeless piece. As long as you look after it, it’ll last you for years.
I was in a similar boat last year when I really wanted a pair of Doc Martens. Luckily for me, my partner bought me them for Christmas and I still absolutely adore them. Nothing would have ever came close to them.
Do you have a partner/family member who would get you it for Christmas or be willing to contribute towards it? A lot of folk would find that a nice gift to give, as they’d rather contribute towards something they know you’ll love and it saves them the faff of looking for things. Just an idea!