I just wanted to post on this board to say hi, and if anyones struggling, the struggle isn't always worth it, you are allowed to call it a day.
I had so much support from this board and left my husband at the end of last year. It is so nice being just me and my dc again.
No ex drama
No kid drama
No one else's child in my house making up lies about me and my dc.
No more being the automatic bad guy - I remember I once made pancakes and all the toppings for breakfast, asked ss what he wanted on his pancakes and he told me quite rudely he didn't want my pancakes and wanted wheetos instead, he then proceeded to ask ex h for pancakes making out like I hadn't asked him. Ex h automatically assumed I would be so cruel to make pancakes for everyone else but his precious son.
No more feeling like you don't belong in your home.
No more having your life dictated by a not very nice ex.
No more having a husband who feeds into the drama and has not a lot left over for anyone else.
No more seeing a poor little boy stuck in the middle of his warring parents inbtheir quest to be the favourite.
No more having to change things in your house and for your dc to make it fair for an 8yr old (like bedtimes, at first, before I kicked off, ex didnt want his son to stay up as late as my teenager but didn't want to send him to bed at a different time as it would be unfair.
No more worry about my job with the lies his son and ex made up.
6 months later life is great. More then great, I'm loving it. I've got my life back!
I do sometimes get pangs, but then I remember how miserable this situation made me. If you are not happy please leave. Please don't destroy yourself in a shit relationship where you come last to the dc placed in the adult position in a relationship. I watched the Diana film a few weeks ago, I was Diana and his kid was Camilla. No wonder I went crazy.
I beat myself up for a long time, I blamed myself for my feelings. Please don't leave it as long as I did. I made myself so ill over the stress. Life on the other side is amazing!
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SnowWhitesSM · 06/05/2022 19:06
SnowWhitesSM · 06/05/2022 20:13
Thank you, it was so hard to leave the relationship and get rid of him. I really beat myself up and tied myself up in knots thinking there was something wrong with me. My ex had me questioning my whole identity. I thought I was a bad person.
If he had had my back and protected me from his drama I would have stayed. He couldn't see it, he turned me into the bad guy and held his son up on a pedestal. So happy I broke free. Now roll on the finalisation of the divorce. I'm having a divorce party 🥳
Weeza1 · 06/05/2022 22:19
This is lovely. Thank you so much for writing this.I’m so pleased you are happy.
Ive recently walked away from a long term relationship with step children and a great deal of your points resonated with me. I have finally had enough.
I have a weekend to myself this weekend; as we are in the process of selling; and I’m loving every moment of my time as it doesn’t happen very often.
I can’t quite believe that I’ve had the courage to walk away, and occasionally doubt myself and then common sense hits and reminds of what life will be like now I’ve left. I’m slowly beginning to realise how unhappy I was.
Your post was just what I needed to hear.
Thank you for sharing your story and your positivity! x
mizfiesta · 08/05/2022 09:31
I'm working on getting out now. I can't take it anymore. I feel like the wicked witch of the west..but I can't do this. I came on the site specifically to see if other people have went through this and have caught this post. It helps. I will post my own story when I have a minute. I'm scared I will get shot down, but I think I need to get it off my chest!
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