I feel very bad............

[anniebear]

As most of you know, Grace and Ellie started full time School at the beginning of September and I have a confession.........

I don't miss them

I keep telling myself that I have had a very hard 4 years and I am now enjoying some time to myself, but I still feel bad.

I feel that I should be missing them lots

Is that awful? Am I as horrible as I sound?

I doubt it is that you don't miss them as much as you don't miss the stress that having them around puts you under and the way that makes you feel and react to them. You are in no way horrible and I'm sure many mums with kids at school, SN or not, 4yr old twins or not, can relate to that too.

Chin up and enjoy the peace while it lasts

Me emotional...never!!!! Just watched a lady and man on bbc1 talking abotut their son who has CP, The Dad said that after 6 years, he had a nervous breakdown because he hadn't come to terms wih his sons illness. He was crying and yes..........so was I!

I am terrible, since Ellie was ill, I could cry if soembody stubbed their toe!!

Just pictured your son waiting for the bus!! If I tell my Mum she will also say "Arrrrrhhh bless"!!!