dp and I have been trying on and off for a 2nd child, had mc last year. Our relationship is up and down. The other night he said some awful things to me, that we were finished etc but he had been drinking and couldn't remember them the next day. Thing is next day I found out I was pregnant!!! we went out for dinner and I told him, he was pleased and started talking about names etc but then suddenly he turned, picked a fight and then told me to get a termination. I am totally confused. I'm reluctant to have 2 children on my own in a practical sense but the more I think of it the happier I am about the child, and that my first child won't be alone and just feel great about it all. DP has an older child by previous relationship, he has never paid maintenanace and CSA are now involved I think this is on his mind. He earns a good salary and has just bought a 30,000 car but he hates to think anyone else has a claim on his cash. One thing that made him angry is I said that I would work part-time not full-time with 2 children so I could spend time with them and he says I want the life of Riley (!) I'm alternating between feeling total panic and feeling very very happy about my 2nd child. Is it selfish to go ahead regardless?