My problems with DH are just ongoing and I'm getting to the point where I just want to walk out. I really can't take the atmosphere, the snappyness and childishness anymore.
This morning he blew up over something so silly. At about 7.15am the neighbour knocked on the door. DH said we were not to answer it and the "fucking neighbours" should know not to knock at a ridiculous time.
He knocked twice and then left.
15 minutes later the post man knocked with a parcel. DH shouted "fuck off" at the top of his voice. Much giggling from the kids.
Postman stormed off down the garden path and left the parcel with the neighbour. Needless to say, 5 minutes later neighbour came back and knocked on the door. I had to physically hold DH back, he was going nuts.
At 7.45am the electric meter man knocked at DH just lost it, ran to the bedroom window and started shouting out of it that he was sick of people knocked on the 'fucking door' and was it really too much to ask to be left alone etc. The electric man shouts up "I've only come to read your meter" so DH tells him to "fuck right off" before he "twatted him". The electric man shouted "moron" at him and started walking away and DH started shouting after him "You fucking turd, I'll knock your fucking mushtasche off your face you c"
Electric man sticks two fingers up to him. At this point another neighbour shouts across "Do you mind! I have kids here, I don't want them hearing the local nutter shouting and swearing at 8 in a morning"
This prompted DH to start ranting at her about her "fucking feral kids" and that if their ball ends up in our garden one more time he'd rip it to shreds and feed it to them etc. She said she was reporting us.
DH is now blaming the entire thing on me. Apparantly we have to move as the area is full of "fuckwits" and he 'can't be doing with it anymore' etc etc
I don't think he realises how close he is to having to find a bedsit of his own anyway. I'm just fed up of everything.