hey I expect to get roasted. Am single been talking to a person who I’m friends with from a hobby and get on well.
You know the drill…messages both knowing what we want which was no strings attached sex..booked hotel spent yesterday together on a mini break abroad. Really good doing stuff we both enjoy.
checked into hotel about six and he basically ignored me all evening. I’ve had the worst most uncomfortable night of my life. Sat having coffee here alone at hotel overlooking the beautiful beach in Spain and I feel bloody awful, embarrassed, tearful and above all really cheap as well as mortified. Meant to be doing stuff together today. Can’t believe how stupid I have been. Not about the intimacy at all it’s about feeling like I’ve been treated like absolute crap and cheap. I can’t speak to anyone in real life about this so writing it here. trying to get an earlier flight.