Dear group
I'm looking for some honest opinions for my dilemma as this kind of touches on a similar raised question
I'm a married gentleman in his 50's and have been married for 20+ years
We have a child together which took huge amounts of effort and failed attempts before we were sucessful mainly on my wife side and she has had frequent issues with her sexual health and therefore we have in essence had a sexless marriage since 2019 which I have given her the space and time to hopefully help her find health and happiness again
However over this time I have utilised mainly adult sites to self pleasure as there is no interest in any intimacy of any kind unfortunately
I love and miss this side of life and find that I like to give sensual pleasure maybe more so than recieving but even this isn't something that we participate in
I've recently found myself viewing more sites of trans nature and find a certain erotic nature to this which has started me questioning my sexual orientation
I have not as yet even thought of an affair but I have had thoughts of visiting an escort but now find myself drawn to the possibility of visiting a transexual escort more so
My mind is a mess and it's starting to affect my daily life and feel so alone with my thoughts
I wonder if there are any honest thoughts that people are happy to post and I'm grateful for all views
James