I have a really difficult relationship and I'm so tired of it.
My husband wouldn't let me sleep until 2am last night. Was getting me doing things. Then had me up at 6am, made me drink a horrible strong coffee to wake me up. Almost anything I say he shouts at me to shut up. Expects me to do everything he says immediately. He's smacked me round the head 3 times today and crushed my hand if I'm not walking fast enough or just say something wrong.
It's just exhausting trying to please him so much but no matter how hard I try I get it wrong. I feel so sick and so tired. I am so miserable. I have no energy or any confidence to make things better. I just feel stuck in this hell forever.