Recently I found out my husband cheated on me and I'm currently 30 weeks pregnant. He started a new job and became close with a coworker and they exchanged numbers. He's trying to minimize it by saying it only lasted 2 days. And when we hashed out our issues he ended it. He also said that if we did not talk and deal with our issues he would have continued to talk to this woman. The past couple weeks have been rocky. And he chose then to confide into another woman.
This is the same woman he's told me about and I told him I was not comfortable with him giving her his personal information and he did it anyway. He never would have said a word to me if I didn't find it in his phone. I have held this man down when he lost a job, quit a job, had no money and at his absolute lowest. And he chose to do this to me at my lowest.
I'm so hurt idk what to do with myself. I can't sleep I can't eat. This is the same man that told me he'll never leave or hurt me and he did. I have not spoken to him since I found the messages and I don't plan on it. He's trying to fix what he did but I can't forgive him for this.
I have no one to speak to about this. I feel so alone and numb. I can't focus I called out of work. Idk when I'll be ok again.