If you saw my last thread, this is the note I want to drop em off at her house with her jacket/sweater. Letting me know your honest thoughts would be nice:
Dear A*a,
I'm sorry for dropping off your stuff unannounced; it felt wrong to throw away your jacket. I apologize for any hurt I caused with my words or actions, especially if it made you feel compared or tested. Before our argument, I was referring to my brother, whom I drove around a lot during school.
I genuinely like you and would like to explore what could continue between us, if anything. It took me three days after my surgery to see your point of view, and I'm sorry it took me that long. I had time to think while the anesthesia wore off.
I regret making you cry and giving the impression that I didn't want to get to know you for you. It was a mistake, my fuck up, and I'm truly sorry for how I came across.
I asked you to block me because I have strong feelings for you and would rather not know you're out there if I can't have you. I hope that makes sense, but if it doesn't, I understand.
During our argument, I asked if it was your bipolar disorder that caused your reaction, not to dismiss how you felt, but to try to understand. I realize now that the timing and context were terrible, and I'm sorry for adding to the confusion and hurt you were already feeling.
I hope those three weeks were as special to you as they were to me.
If there's any chance we can talk in person again, please feel free to reach out, you have my info. I may not have understood your decision, at the time but I can at least respect it.
You made those three weeks into something special for me. Regardless of your choice, I respect it. You deserve a lot, and I would like to be the person to give and show you that, but I understand if you don't want to see me again, even though that's not what I intended.
I miss you.