My husband has gone away to see him poorly mum today. He had disappointing news he didn’t get the job he really wanted which would mean promotion for him.
he brushed off his disappointment .
I know he shares his thoughts with guys from work, so I did nosy on his messages to see what he said.
as thought some friends were asking if he’d got the job.
there was a message with a mobile number, no name .
it was clear my husband had arranged to meet someone on a trip away. The messages were about my husband saying he was waiting in his car on the street and for this person to text their house number.
he told this person he was wearing stockings and suspenders and asking for them to “just take control of me”.
I felt so sick
in the past my husband has met guys, mostly guys who dressed in female clothes, some transvestites and some cross dressers…. At this time we broke up , but eventually got back together and he said it wouldn’t happen again, we even got married.
now 7 years later I,m sitting on the floor in my bedroom , I’m now 62, feeling very foolish, sad and feeling like a mug and worried for a future.
I think my shame of his past, led me to act as though it didn’t matter and I hid away so now no friends to share this with