I need unbiased opinions: I went self employed nearly a year ago. I’ve broken even every month but struggle to earn income as my outgoings (including a loan) are eating into my earnings. I am hoping to grow my business and make a liveable wage.
I reluctantly went back into escorting. I did this previously before having kids. My now husband and I discussed this. He was on board. Tonight we had a disagreement and he called me a “working slag”. I am heartbroken. It’s a job I do to provide for my kids as they’re not his and their Dad pays me nothing and I have them 24/7. I work 7 days a week, doing the odd night escorting. I am not proud of it but I rely on the extra income to feed my kids as hubby can’t (and shouldn’t) provide for them. I can’t take on a second legitimate job or I’d never be home. He agreed I could but now he’s said what he did and I am sat crying. I am trying so hard to provide for my kids. He asked me to marry him and all my social benefits went when I did. I feel humiliated and stupid. I feel dirty and hurt. I don’t know what to do.