I've been seeing a man for the past four months. We don't live in the same city so we only see each other a couple of times a month, usually for a weekend. We've argued before about how crap he is at messaging and this week he has seemed really distant and rubbish at texting back.
A couple of nights ago I had a very vivid dream about him sleeping with someone else. I woke up pretty upset about it. I told him about it (over text) and he was a bit annoyed with me for taking it seriously. But then he basically stopped talking to me, and didn't say anything all of yesterday. I messaged once, and then when he didnt answer after several hours, messaged, I feel like you're ignoring me, and asked what was going on. No response.
By this point I was pretty much done with the whole thing. When I woke up this morning he'd sent a message saying he'd been unwell and his phone had died. I sent a message basically saying, f you, you've fucked this up and I'm done. In my head, I was 100% certain he'd been with someone else. But he was like ???? And it jolted me into thinking, have I just made all that up in my head? Maybe because of the dream I had?
The shitty communication is a dealbreaker anyway. But I'm a bit worried that I lost my mind. In my head I absolutely "knew" what was going on but now I realise it was just a story I was telling myself.
I'm just a bit worried about my mental health now.
Sorry this was long.