Please help...Couldn't face posting on the dating game thread cos it has such wonderful things about the start of the relationship. But basically he called it off last night saying that he didn't want a girlfriend right now loads of crap about work is his priority at the moment. There were lots of tears from us both and he told me he loved me but felt he couldn't give me what I needed, so had finished it because if it went on then he would only treat me worse andworse...
Ifeel so awful. I knew we had problems and I wanted to talk them through, was also thinking that he might not be right for me but its only been 7 months surely that 1st year is full of differences cos you are getting to know someone. I thought it would be ok if we worked out where we were going, maybe took a little break for a while but not THIS!!!!
It feels like my heart is ripped into shreds, can't eat, sleep. My eyes hurt so much from crying and dd keeps saying 'are your eyes sore mummy?' Its bad enough having split up with people in the past, esp. dd's dad but this is different. Ever since I moved back to this hideous little town 3 yrs ago I fancied him, he kept me going, through everything there was always him... I can't believe its gone, I can't believe anything anymore. It feels like its not happening to me, that its just a dream. Why????
What am suppose to say to dd when she asks why we can't stay at A's anymore???????? /what am I supposed to do now, please someone tell me????