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How long did it take you to leave an unhappy mariage/ relationship?

26 replies

AnabelMarie · 03/03/2023 21:28

I feel regret that it has taken me years! Just that really.. particularly helpful would be responses from those who had kids. Thank you!

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dotdotdotdash · 03/03/2023 21:48

From knowing it was over to divorce? Six years. We spent two years trying to make it work, then I retrained; and it took over a year to sell the house! Two young kids so I didn't really want to do shared care until they were a bit older.

Mimi198 · 03/03/2023 21:55

I started to think about a future without him around spring 2017 and May 2019 it was over.

Meandyouandyouandme · 03/03/2023 22:07

I first told my ex I wanted to leave him in October 2016, we waited for our youngest to do exams, we moved house in a bid to change things, but it was over. I moved out November 2020. We were together nearly 30 years and the children are grown up. My only regret is not doing it sooner, it really isn’t worth hanging on once you think it’s over.

BT11 · 03/03/2023 22:08

4 years of wanting out but thought I could help him. Such a waste of time and energy 🙄

XDownwiththissortofthingX · 03/03/2023 22:25

About five years of fluctuating levels of doubt, before finally concluding that yes, the relationship was the reason I was miserable, and ending it for good. 20'odd years together, so for the most part it was worthwhile and fun, but the last quarter of it was not.

You only have one life, and the only insight you have that it directly relevant is the one inside your own head, so I struggled for years to resolve the question of whether or not my frustration and dissatisfaction was just what inevitably comes with being in a very long term relationship once the initial spark has dwindled a bit, whether the drudgery of living with someone you know like the back of your own hand was inevitable and universal, or whether it was actually just me being unreasonable and having unreasonable expectations.

As soon as I ended it, like literally within hours, I realised I'd done the correct thing and I haven't looked back since. It was enormously liberating not having to constantly think about 'us' and an individual that I wasn't even sure I really liked all that much any longer.

No kids in my case, so I can't fulfil that part of your request I'm afraid, but I can reassure you that it is not at all unusual or strange to spend years deliberating about the nature of your romantic relationship. I don't really regret not ending it earlier, because although it's clear to me in hindsight that the relationship wasn't really viable for a long time before I ended it, I didn't realise that at the time, so I think it would be a bit pointless to berate myself for not doing something when I really wasn't in possession back then of the knowledge and insight I have now. It wasn't a 'mistake' not to end it earlier, it was just part of a journey I had to go on to ultimately get to the right place to make the decision.

EarringsandLipstick · 03/03/2023 22:27

1 day!

However, the marriage was over for ages ... I couldn't see it (abuse). I finally opened up to parents & got some advice. A lightbulb went off & I realised it was the end. I told him he had to leave the next day.

(10 years on & still trying to get divorced tho. Utter hell)

TheWolves · 03/03/2023 22:35

It took me about three weeks to come to terms with the idea that I could leave, even though I was suicidal and I only weighed just over six stone by that point.

It took him about six months to accept I was leaving and to stop trying to win me back.

About eighteen months until I was in my own place, as DC were young.

I've been going through post separation abuse from then until now. It's been about a decade of that.

I'd recommend keeping a diary of everything, keeping financial records, all communication logged etc. It would have saved me a lot of trauma and misery if I'd known to do that from the off. I didn't think he was the type to still be seeking revenge ten years on, but unfortunately I was very wrong.

Successgirl2022 · 03/03/2023 22:37

My Mum divorced my Dad after 7 years of marriage straight after his cheating on her and going on holiday on his own for that purpose.

I was 5.5

LadyGardenersQuestionTime · 03/03/2023 22:40

About 10 years in after a grim weekend away I remember hoping he would drive the car off the road and one or both of us would die, didn't matter which. I didn’t leave for another 7 years. Such a horrible waste of a life.

Youpillock · 03/03/2023 22:44

Together 18 years. Should have ended it 5 years ago. Should definitely have ended it 3 years ago. I ended it 2 months ago. I regret not doing it sooner but I think I had to go through hell to finally call it a day. I still loved him and am still coming to terms with the fact that it's over but I had to walk away.

AnabelMarie · 04/03/2023 15:50

Thank you everyone who commented. It seemed to me like I am the only one who has been pondering for years. I made the decision and no going back.

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Spottycarousel · 04/03/2023 17:57

I knew it was wrong from the moment we married. From then on it took 4 years for me to break it off. He was a very charming narc and I was young ams insecure and we had a ds.

Thisisworsethananticpated · 04/03/2023 18:06

Jesus over a decade
anyway ….
kids and he was the sahp

memememe · 04/03/2023 18:38

About 6 years of "one more chance" then 2 more years to actually get things sorted to leave.

MintJulia · 04/03/2023 18:51

Ten months, but thankfully I hadn't married him.

He morphed into 1950s man after ds was born, and from the day of realisation that he really wasn't joking, to leaving, I had to find a job, and then a flat, a full time child minder and move in the last three weeks. It was stressy but my childminder was fabulously supportive. I couldn't have managed without her. 🤗

Shesheadingonin · 04/03/2023 19:06

Told him it was over in May 2019, divorce finalised in 2021, sold house and went separate ways in July 2022. Three years in total. Kids are older teens now. Ex DH didn’t want any of it so it took a lot of pushing forward from me to get us here. Totally worth all the stress.

barbrahunter · 04/03/2023 19:23

About 15 years. We had 4 children in quick succession and then he proceeded to be vile for years. Actually, he was vile all along but I chose not to see it for a while. But I felt trapped with no support, no job and he refused to look after his children so that I could work. He was a bully and I was scared of him and worried for my children if I had tried to break away.

But children aren't little forever. As my children grew, gradually, so gradually, I got stronger and more determined. I began to dream of a life without horrible DH in it.

Long story short, I retrained, got a job and managed to throw his control off.

I look at him now and realise how pathetic and inadequate he is, and has always been. it was my own fear and self-image that was my real prisoner.

Best wishes, OP.

RoseMartha · 04/03/2023 19:23

Years. After realising his behaviour was abusive it took me about 7 years to tell him I wanted a divorce.

Although I did tell him after 5 years and he asked for a second chance, after two more years where things only got worse I ended it.

Afeastofflowers · 13/02/2024 20:48

I realise this is an old thread but I have the same question.

It has been some comfort to find this thread but sad in its own way. For various reasons, I am taking the long path out. When you are in the thick of things, you can feel alone with it but it is reassuring to discover that I am not alone.

RosieLeaLovesTea · 13/02/2024 20:57

I am taking the long path out also. DCs too young not to be manipulated by abusive DH and I fear he may take them abroad. When they reach 18 they can make their own decisions
and I will have my ducks in a
row. i am going to go and
not come back.

Sadtoday123 · 13/02/2024 22:10

Rosie mine were manipulated at 16 and 14 it can still happen when they are older. They are back now in their 20s but it was a very very rough road I walked x

GentlemanJay · 14/02/2024 00:25

It took about seven years for me to get the courage to leave. We were coming up to our 20th wedding anniversary.

Snootey · 14/02/2024 05:39

I'm probably in the same boat, a helpful thread. If my daughter was a bit older I'd leave. I think.

CrikeyMajikey · 14/02/2024 05:54

I’ve been dreaming of leaving for the last 5 years and unhappy for a few longer than that. DC’s are in high school, I wont leave before they’re in uni. On the face of it I have the perfect life, I honestly do. But I think I’d be happier in my own space/home without him.

coodawoodashooda · 14/02/2024 07:08

Officially 4 but nearly 10 and he still has a lot of power

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