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Fantasising but not of DH

61 replies

Yazi4321 · 28/12/2022 21:25

Hi everyone
Ive been married about 6 years, love my DH to bits. I’m early 30s, feel good and look good but the sex I have with my husband is so boring. Same thing, super quick and no satisfaction for me at all. He cums and that’s it and I’m just left (this has been going on for about a year) to the point now when we have sex I think great….
BUT the sex is just so rubbish I’m having to sort my self out a good few times a week. The worst thing is, there’s been some sexual tension with me and a guy (he’s married too & has offered the proposition of sneaky sex but I declined). I don’t think his sex life is great and he’s a very good looking and tempting guy and now when I sort myself out I fantasise of him doing all the things he told me he wants to do! I know this isn’t great but what do I do! I’m so sexually unsatisfied and now temptation is there but I don’t want to go there but I just feel like bleh! Spoken to DH re sex life - he isn’t interested!

OP posts:
Lexi868 · 29/12/2022 02:18

DannydeVitooo · 28/12/2022 21:29

Have sex with the other guy then

LOL couldn't tell if this was sarcasm but fucking brilliant nevertheless 😂

Pinkbonbon · 29/12/2022 03:14

It's not that sex is not a priority for your husband it's that YOU arent.

Sex is a mutual act for mutual enjoyment. You are not a wank sock. Why aren't you angry that your own husband doesn't care about your pleasure? That he clearly is a mysoginistic dickhead that thinks sex is only for his pleasure and yours doesn't matter. Even when the sex is so bad that you had to bring it in with him - he shut you down. He's a pig op.

And it's heartbreaking that you've let him treat you like this and decided it's OK. You've talked with him and yet he still doesn't care. He is using you. Literally.

Get shot of him and then you can shag whomever you like. But more importantly you can find your self love again. Because at some point, you lost it.

DannydeVitooo · 29/12/2022 03:32

Lexi868 · 29/12/2022 02:18

LOL couldn't tell if this was sarcasm but fucking brilliant nevertheless 😂

Just saying what she wanted to hear

MiaAntonia · 29/12/2022 05:02

You mention this attitude towards sex developed during the past year. How was your sex life before that? Please elaborate. I am not sure if you mentioned you have children? Do you? When did you have them?

Did anything major take place during the past year or two? Something that created more stress and anxiety? Anything else? Stress is a sex killer, and at times, a party feels he or she has the obligation to provide it to his/her partner, and resorts to quick sex.

The quality of your sex is now "bad." How about the quantity? Surely, quality is more important than quantity, but how many times a week do you have sex? Who initiates sex?

Sex is one of the 4 cornerstones of a marriage. Love, trust and understanding are the other three. How would you rate the two of you, in these three cornerstones? That is, how much do you love one another, trust one another and understand (and communicate with) one another?

Sex is given paramount importance at the beginning of a relationship and a marriage, and for most couples it wanes over time. As a psychologist/marital relations counselor, about half of my cases relate to unsatisfactory sex life, with one party complaining, and at times the two complaining.

What I most find in my practice is the lack of communication in a marriage. Communication, provided that love exists, should pave a way to understanding each other's needs. Sexual and other.

Do you resort to masturbation? Does he? Fantasising is fine. In therapy, when sex is poor, very often, we encourage fantasy, pillow and dirty talk, but this to improve the quality of sex. Naturally, this has to be mutual.

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Diverseopinions · 29/12/2022 05:34

It's possible he feels he wouldn't be able to do it all, if he stopped his method, to try to do things differently - analyse it, think about it, as he might see it. That would suggest that, although he seems to be loving the high-flying life and simplicity of 'work = material reward' dynamic, that really it is causing a tension and putting pressure on who he is as a person.

I'm just trying to imagine what's behind it, as it's weird not to dress up what he is saying and, at least give the impression of caring about your needs. Doesn't he realise that you need two happy partners to make a marriage work?

I'd suggest, at first, saying that you know he is busy and it's fraught during the week, but at weekends, on Sunday morning, he really must try to do sex differently.

The counsellor on this thread has some good ideas. Maybe go to a counsellor on your own as they will know the kind of questions about other areas of your shared life which will throw light on his attitude.

MsDogLady · 29/12/2022 07:29

Yazi, you’ve already had a sexual encounter with this married man.

According to your previous thread, you felt up each other with clothes on. This was the culmination of all the flirting and dirty chat. You said you felt so sickened by your actions that you blocked, deleted and were ignoring the OM.

Now you’re admitting that you haven’t completely shut this down. Have you resumed interacting with OM? If so, you’re playing with fire. Your H is sexually selfish, but he doesn’t deserve infidelity and deception. You have choices but you’re robbing H of his, and are helping OM humiliate his Wife.

H has told you that his sex drive is low now, but that doesn’t excuse his neglecting your needs when sex does occur. Stop allowing this unfair imbalance.

Cheating is not the answer. Consider couples counseling to address the power imbalance, which is manifesting in H’s sexual entitlement and his treating you in general as ‘number 2’ behind his work (per your other thread). You say you won’t leave, but continuing to settle for being devalued will corrode your
self-esteem and sabotage your peace of mind.

supercali77 · 29/12/2022 07:41

Sorry but I'd be telling your DH that it's so boring you're fantasising about going elsewhere for it. I'd also stop being his personal wank toy. It's not that he's not bothered about sex, he's just not bothered about you having good sex.

Bumpsadaisie · 29/12/2022 08:37

Yazi4321 · 28/12/2022 21:59

I think sex is just not a priority to him vs making money and having a great life to be honest.

Ie you are not a priority to him.

Up to you if you settle for that.

HideyHoe · 29/12/2022 08:40

I see loads of posts that go like this, basically you're justifying it to yourself and looking for a permission to cheat.

OP: Everything else is perfect, I love my DW/DH it's just the sex
MN: OK have you spoken to them about it?
OP: Yeah they're not gonna change
MN: Leave?
OP: But everything else is perrrrrfectttttt
MN: OK then stay
OP: Well, there's this person at work/gym/whatever tempting me
MN: Uh Oh
OP: Sex is a need and if I cheat it will be on my DH/DW/DP's and their fault bEcAuSe tHeY pUsHeD mE iNtO iT!!
MN: You can leave first though
OP: Or... I might try having my cake and eat it first, dip my toe in the adultery water, see who might be out there for me. If I get found out, fuck it it was going to pot anyway. Yeah, I think I'm gonna cheat. Fuck it you only live once and I have needs. It's all about Me Me Me Me!

Have I missed anything?

themanwho · 29/12/2022 10:39

Have a listen to Dan Savage’s podcasts talking about monigamish relationships, then encourage your husband to too.

at least it’ll give you a vocabulary to discuss your sex life in a mostly monogamous relationship

themanwho · 29/12/2022 10:40

Sorry monogamish

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