Hey everyone
I'm married 40's with children and love my husband and kids greatly.
Many many years ago I had an encounter with a male who worked in same place as me and didn't know him, in an airport just a hello and enjoy your flight. From that tiny fleeting meeting I felt this sense of connection with him which was crazy and makes no sense.
Over the years maybe bumped into him a handful of time with maybe a hello but always feeling that connection feeling. It was very strange as I didn't even know him or even have a proper conversation.
We now work together for the last few months and we get on very well he is married with kids also.
I feel there is a very strong chemistry between us and when we see each other we always lock eyes and it feels so intense for me. I really enjoy his company and he is easy to be around. He is a very charming person.
On a recent meeting he suggested we travel overseas together for a buisness travel.
On one hand I am thinking this is just an innocent proposal as nothing could ever happen we are both married etc and would not get involved with a work colleague and I am crazy to think other wise and another part of me is wondering if this a premeditated situation for us to be alone?
My head is all over the place should I go or not or am I misreading things
In one sense I find it very exciting at the thought of travelling with him but also guilty for feeling this way too.
We met for lunch the other day and he mentioned the trip again we both locked eyes after he said it and it felt like the longest time it was like he could read my soul it was bizarre it was super intense and that lunch that day just felt very intense. This was before a another colleague joined us.
Do you think you can sense a connection like this or am I crazy and this is all in my head.
I have never been unfaithful to my husband.
I cant help think this has the classic midlife crisis all over it. Just to add I've worked closely with males all my life and have never experienced anything like this before which is why I am so confused.