I was seeing a man who I had met from a dating app several months ago. He was very upfront and said he had been separated a few years but hasn't divorced for more financial reasons than anything.
We had the most beautiful relationship until his wife was aware he was seeing someone else and continually made things difficult.
She then out of the blue tells him she wants to reconcile the marriage... His knee jerk reaction was to break it off with me immediately..
He realised he made a mistake a few days later and I gave him another chance as he was genuinely remorseful.
Another couple of months go by and his wife presses him.
I saw him a few days ago and after allowing me to be intimate with him he then ends it with me to go back to her. I was heartbroken but accepted it
I've decided to go NC and block him.. Until he started messaging me from another number to say he's made a huge mistake and regrets it and it's me he wants.
I've just started to find a way to get past it and he's now landed this on me.
I know I need to tell him to do one and have seif respect...but he's genuinely the first person I've loves for so very long.
I know he's undeserving of my love.
I don't know what to do.. Cliche I know.. But head says one thing and heart says another :(