Good evening, posting late as I can't sleep.
My partner walked out Friday and didn't look back. I will give you a little background information even though I know exactly what people are going to respond.
we have been together 11 years and have 2 dc. Our relationship wasn't very healthy he was quite controlling, I haven't had a phone for 2 years, I haven't really been able to socialise with family or friends for years unless we have had a break in our relationship, Which we have had a few tbf. He had a phome, could see his family, friends etc.
I've been suffering severe depression for the last year and a half and needed a medication review with my gp on Thursday which I attended, he waited outside in the car but when I walked into the waiting room my friend was waiting to be seen with her new born baby. It was lovely to see her and we had a very brief conversation, then she went into her appointment and we said our goodbyes and I went into my appointment.
My partner saw her leaving and even though my friend spoke to him in the car he still decided to make a huge deal out of it once we got home.
He absolutely hit the roof, accusing me of bad mouthing him to her which is absolutely not true, he locked me in the house and started shouting at me, I jumped out of the living room window and walked 4 miles to a different friends house just for a break. I've never done that before but I really didn't want to get into a big argument which is where it would have ended up.
I went back home Friday when my friend finally got out of bed to call me a taxi off her phone, when I walked through the door he walked out of it without a second glance.
I'm absolutely gutted and so mad at myself for walking out of the house that day or he would still be here. Please I know what everybody reaction is going to be but remember this is my life and this is how I've lived for a very long time. Just me him and out children, now he's gone I feel completely lost and very very vulnerable.