I know the word "narcissist " is thrown around a lot but he had a lot of narcissistic traits.
When I say he treated me awful,I mean it was bad.
He was cruel /gaslighted me,made me feel like I was to blame for it all.
Spoke to other women/slept with them/made me jealous ,spoke to me awful.
Made me feel like I wasn't worth anything /not good enough ...when at the beginning he told me he couldn't believe his luck.
He "discarded" me cruelly in September 2020.
It was a awful time,my mum just died and he didn't give a damn.
Fast forward 2 months he met someone and within 4 months she was living with him.
5 months later he proposed and 6 months later they are getting married (today )
It's his wedding day today.
I know this because I have his best friend on my Snapchat.
After everything I'm gutted
I don't understand how he has changed from that cruel person to this.
I wish it was me still
I know that's pathetic but I don't know what I did wrong.