This morning I was woken up early by my partner again, 530am and playing music loudly downstairs. When he came up at 8 I asked him to be more considerate as he had done the same thing yesterday. He said he thought I'd had enough sleep, and told me I was the happiest he'd seen me yesterday so there was no problem. It turned into an argument where we swore at each other and I ended up crying. Because of this he opened the bedroom door wide so his children could come in and in his words witness that he wasn't doing anything wrong (I'm just crazy). I was naked and have endo and first day of period. I went to shut it. He grabbed my hand and wedged himself in the door telling his children he has to do it as I'm upset and angry. He's just come up justifying his behaviour. He refuses to see that it was unhelpful. I just never know if I am in the wrong or not anymore. I feel so beaten down.