Me and my partner have been together just over 5 years, own a house together and have a gorgeous DS who turned 1 a couple of weeks ago.
Tonight we've had a major argument as he's come back from work in a bad mood. All I did was ask what was wrong and he got really shitty and moody. I left him to it and didn't rise to his snide comments about how the kitchen was a mess (there was a plate left out from the meal I'd finished about 5 minutes to him getting back and the cat bowls were in the sink to be washed before I went up to bed). I asked him not to talk to me if he was going to be in a bad mood and he just started going off on one about how I'm really messy and lazy (I've been at work all day and didn't get home until 7ish and was up in the night as DS was crying and unsettled). He then started making horrible comments about how I'm obviously a rubbish Mum as DS prefers being with him and how he smiles every time my partner comes home and he just cries whenever he's with me, how I'm a horrible person and no wonder I don't have many friends where we live (I moved away from where I lived previously and had friends when we became a couple and have struggled to find new local friends due to lockdown and then having a newborn to deal with). I've got an interview tomorrow for a a different job where I'd be a much senior member of staff compared to what I am now and he's said it's not really a big deal and doesn't know why I'm bothering to even go as who knows if I'd be successful in getting the job.
I just feel so lonely and upset and don't really have anyone to turn to IRL. I'm close to my family but I know if I were to discuss this with them that they'd just say it was an argument and kind of brush it under the carpet.