I'm with an emotionally abusive bastard who drinks too much, doesn't speak with my family and calls me names when he's drunk.
I've had to sleep on the sofa the last 3 nights due to drinking, snoring and loud music and am emotional and exhausted.
Just had a row with MIL , she came round to get DD and I was hoping for some quiet to get jobs done but they stayed there and she wanted lunch. We had nothing in so I made her some toast. I was in the middle of jobs. She said I was doing it begrudgingly and I was nasty😬 I broke down and told her I was having a bad day.
I'm alone now. All very quiet and just thinking I'd like to end my life. I have no one fighting my corner and I will never win this battle. My heart feels like it's jumping out of my chest. I'm so afraid of what my partner will be like tonight after a days drinking. I have work tomorrow. I'm so anxious and unhappy. I can't go anywhere or talk to anyone, my parents don't want to know.
I really don't want to be alive anymore.