Feeling all over the place. This morning when returning from taking my two young children to school I found a white bag of powder and a cut down straw on my driveway. I'm not a user but thought it looked like cocaine. Confronted my husband who admitted it was coke and was his given to him by a "customer" (he is a tradesman). He said he'd trimmed the straw in anticipation of taking it but thought better of it and was going to dispose of it at which point it's fallen out of a pocket. Assures me a one off and he's not a user. I think this is bullshit but I've got no idea. He's been massively irritable recently but that's the only change and in fact he said the reason he wanted to take it in the first place is because he feels down. Is he talking shite or could it be a coincidence that I've discovered it this time and it was a one off? Help me I feel sick!