I'm probably the worst person in the world right now.
3 years ago me and my Fiancé attended a wedding where the groom said the wrong name, it was so awkward.
Fast forward 3 years and me and my fiancé are getting married. I love him and I was so excited, but when I got to the end of the aisle all I could think of was a man who was once a friend who I had a one night stand with in my teenage years before I met my husband.
Looking back everything else was a complete blur, I just kept thinking 'don't say his name, don't say his name', and I never. We had a great wedding and everyone was happy but I'm disgusted with myself knowing that I was thinking of another man while getting married.
Am I the worst person? I feel like my husband doesn't deserve that.