I’m really unhappy in my life. I look at social media and out and about at people who have kids and a partner and a dog and I want that life.
I carry so much past trauma from abusive marriage and illnesses thanks to that I’ll have forever. I’m so tired of it all. Struggling as a single parent with no father and they are struggling and playing up, I think they blame me and have started to tell me they hate me and want another mum. I’m struggling to keep working and juggling with childcare, I’m tired all the time from my illness. I’m tired of just struggling all the time and cry at night.
Is this my life now, I want what other have, I feel so different.